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Post by Dark Chaos Angel on Aug 26, 2006 22:10:35 GMT -6
Who is this person? Is it Kevin? No-no, it’s not Kevin. This is very different from Kevin. It feels very cold, perhaps hateful? But for sure very sad. What reason does it have to be sad? Does it have a reason? Has darkness just wrapped so tightly around this person that they can’t escape? It seems so scary. Why must Kevin be trapped in this hell? Falling this hole into an infinite abyss of pain and sorrow. No matter how hard Kevin tries to escape, he always ends up back here. This place, this person, whatever it might be. It is pure darkness with no light of hope shinning brightly as it always done. What has happened to Kevin? Why is he like this again? Where is the happiness? Why does it always leave? When will the day come that darkness never needs to be seen again? Till then let’s hope Kevin is strong enough to fight the darkness.
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Post by Nanaki~* on Aug 29, 2006 16:44:13 GMT -6
very interesting...
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Post by Dark Chaos Angel on Sept 4, 2006 22:13:24 GMT -6
Why such this certain feeling of uncertainness. The future can't be seen but it can be predicted. Let's hope the predictions are wrong for all I currently see is oblivion. I refuse to be a helpless pawn idilely waiting by. I am not ready to accept my utter destruction, not yet. No matter how grim the situration looks, I will fight! Fighting for what I want and believe in in what I do best! If my life is to crumble to ash then I shall hold on to every last bit of myself to the very bitter end, savoring all the beauty and wonder this life gives to my poor existance!
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Post by Jakey on Sept 5, 2006 13:53:30 GMT -6
Wow... your entries are so deep... so chillingly personal, that it touches you inside... *bows before thee*
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Post by Dark Chaos Angel on Sept 5, 2006 14:32:41 GMT -6
Yes I have failed but no I will not give up. If I did accept the pointlessness of my life then I would be dead by now. I plan to fix things even if I couldn't prevent them. I had to sit by and watch the blood and tears flowing fast into a mixing river of agony. With no salvation to thier pain, I did all I could do, run away like a cowering fool who can't protect those he cherishes and loves. This seclusion is the embodiment of living hell, but I can't let it end till this conflict is peacefully resolved. I will do everything that my soul can and then even more to heal this wound in our souls or I will surely fade away into forgotten ash attempting to.
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