Therapy

[demonpixie]

I dont know if this is allowed, but I think this is a good idea, therapy. Just because people need it, and sometimes people just need a place to talk and be serious. I.E. Me. I have absolutly no place to go and talk about my real issues. (anybody notice that I'm always really happy and perky? it's not all real) I just think there needs to be a no fight, get listened to group thing where people can suppot one another. kevin, would you approve?

[Jakey]

Well, I'd certainly help on either side - listening or talking. I hate seeing people unhappy or sad so its in my proud British blood to cheer you guys up.

[Dark Chaos Angel]

You make it sounds as if you can make it? Hell it's already here! You can use it as you please.

I assume you didn't read about PhantomZero's breakdown? We all have problems and we are all friends here (Shut up, yes you all are friends!) so it's a good idea. People need somewhere to vent.

P.S. Jakey your post count is at 666

[PhantomZero]

I prefer the word outburst. >_>

And Jakey is SATAN! DO NOT POST!!!! *gasp!* SATAN IS HERE!

(What's God's number?)

[demonpixie]

I just didnt know if it was ok. I mean, I'm not really sure if you just want me to drop the subject or not. (i recomend that we have journals of chaos! that way I can get the hyper out of the way, and the whining out of the way.)

the entire idea isnt that I want somewhere to be listened to, I want somewhere where people feel like others do care that they're going through problems and things like that. (mainly started this because I have randoms boughts of depression and it's nice to know that others are there for you.) I want to also help other people. I think it helps me personally get over myself. (I constantly look at myself as the most selfish person in the world and that I respect noone so I'm always looking for a chance to prove to myself that it's possible for people to like me) I dont know. if you think its a good idea I'll keep going with it. I kind of just want some where to go.

[Dark Chaos Angel]

Hmmm journals on a role-playing site. Brings back memories of Pudding's fake journals. Damn those were fun, I might need to create a new 'Child of Chaos'.

Back on topic: We all get those random depression moments. It pisses me off when everything in my life is going fine and then the slightest smallest trigger will haul me into deep sorrow and pain from the tinyest thing.

Honestly i vent a lot to my friends. I think venting is one of my specialities (It seems like a lot of people have a hard time with it). I think people get really sick of hearing me bitch about my same exact promblems all the time. I'm trying to cut back but it's hard to change the person I am.

[[[.:black lily:.]]]

Umm.... my say I don't think really matters, but, I don't think you are selfish.... I mean if you have requested to start a topic to help others with their problems, that means you aren't as selfish as I think.... I mean...you will go out of your way to help them...I don't really know how to phrase it well...so I'm sorry!! I'm all for the supporting though!! =)

And Mr. Admin, I don't mind if you say things like that.... it is a great way to relieve stress, so....

[demonpixie]

:nods: thank you everyone. hopefully, I can be some help. I've beens trying to make this since I joined the forum, but I didnt think it was the right time for it. lately, my life spiraled downward. Then today it hit me that I was being selfish. I was uncovering my fish tank and the lid hit my beta sephiroth. he's got a scar now and all I can think aborut is making him feel better. and showing him that I love him like a child.

[Dark Chaos Angel]

Perhaps I should take your advice.

[demonpixie]

I've been having problems with a person, to the point where I wake up at night bawling. I'm not sure what to do, because I'm being pulled both ways in the matter. I really care about this person, and I thiknk that's why I'm having so much trouble with it. because I'm afraid of hurting someone.

u_u

[[[.:black lily:.]]]

I got one question.... is this someone a different person from the one you care about? (I'm really really sorry if I'm pushing your problems further in or anything!! TwT)

[demonpixie]

it's 2 diff guys. one that I really like, and one, that I sort of like... the closer one is the one that I really like.